Mystic*

As long as you can satisfy your soul, you are happy. This is a luxury many can't afford.

I used to be satisfied with what I did, at least that's what I believe now. I believed in things that were very important, or I thought so.

Being spiritually lost now, I can see the dull actions providing me a numb happiness, which did not give me anything apart than a fake happiness.

I want to believe in something. No matter what it is, I just want to have a reason to fight for.

You call it love, another may call it ambition, I may call it happiness today. It varies, but one thing is common in every example: the reason gives you motivation and energy. Without these, there's no meaning in maintaining your soul. Without creating, one can only maintain himself / herself.

This is pathetic. This is wrong.

This should be avoided.

I shall avoid this foul path and rest my soul in a place, where it can find a reason to fight for.

May it be love, hopefully.

Core

Some simple facts are always hidden somewhere (or anywhere). For the sake of justice, one should at least enlighten himself/herself and (re)discover those hidden truths, so that he/she will have the capability to decide to do something, anything, anything at all. No matter what decision he/she makes, his/her enlightenment will be a (roman) candle lit in the darkness.

Core is Tantra. Core is Anarchy. Core is Jazz. Core is the mixture of disciplines that take the humankind as it's origin, but still is something apart from all of them. Core fights with the Big Brother, who is watching you since 1947-1948, but still is passive in a way.

Light a (roman) candle into the darkness, and discover Core on your own. Have it, contact it, get to know it and live with it.

Be happy, without being a hippie.